me: *scares myself to the point where I can’t even function because of the anxiety I have created over a situation*
the situation: *works out fine*
me: oh
well, well, well, if it isn’t the feelings i’ve been trying to avoid
(Source: imransuleiman)
everything bitch don’t act stupid
the woman you’re becoming will cost you people, relationships, spaces, and material things. choose her over everything.
i hate being paranoid about being fucked over
i feel like i have no reason to but there will always be that thought in the back of my head saying that there’s always a chance that i’m going to be fucked over again. swear that i’ve been fucked over more than 10 times and as much as it is, i still want to believe that i don’t have trust issues and i don’t need to have trust issues
but there’s always that thought man
reassurance is cool. trust is built eventually. i want to feel safe and comfortable and not feel like i’m going to be a burden towards someone’s time and morals just because i care for them. i’d never push someone away that would want to care for me just because i’m used to being alone/independent emotionally. but there’s this side to me that has been hurt way too many times but i still keep letting people in.
i hate being paranoid
Maybe it’s because I’m a 90’s baby, but I would absolutely melt if anyone ever burned me a CD.
What I adore about each Star Sign:
Aries: Their passion with things. They also have determination and will get what they want. Their also nice, but of course fiery at times. You forgive them though. Their good friends.
Taurus: Loyalty. They are SO loyal and they make me feel wanted and loved. True friends who are very grounded, they’ll never rush or pressure you. Good to chill with and trust in.
Gemini: So fun and so different. Funny and will entertain you in so many different ways. Their super lovable and cute. Idk why everyone puts them down because to me their so important when it comes to feeling alive and good.
Cancer: The Cancers I know are actually so emotionally strong and are very motherly. I admire the resilience they seem to have. They are the protectors and healers when it comes to the Signs. Very beautiful people inside and out!
Leo: I feel so alive around them. I feel entirely there, which is a good thing for me. To feel in the moment. Their funny af and deserve the attention they get because they are so lovable and you can’t resist but to be fascinated by them.
Virgo: I love and admire their work ethic so much. I wish I had it. They are also a strong and resilient sign like Cancer and so I love that as well. I feel like they are really comfortable to be around and you can rely on them. They also might help you out with being more put together (maybe). Haha.
Libra: The Libras I know are so beautiful and their personality really pulls you in. Their naturally likeable and sweet. It’s nice to have them in your life and they bring excitement into it. They are also so fun and giggly!
Scorpio: Not always gothic lmao. Their there for you, their sweet, and their pretty funny people to be around actually. They have this mystery in their eyes that draws you to them and so it makes them very interesting and you find yourself wanting to know them more.
Sagittarius: Always have crazy ideas that you would only think would happen in movies, but they are serious about it. It makes them exciting. Being around one and going on little adventures with them will make you feel so good about life. Their also honest and loyal friends too, so you can have fun with them and trust them. Perfect.
Capricorn: Talented. Every Capricorn I know have good work ethic and are super talented! To me their like a mix of Virgo and Scorpio, and I like it a lot! Their mysterious but cool and have their shit together.
Aquarius: Really open minded and can be really good at being social. I love that they have these out there ideas and want to make them a reality. Aquarius’ are rebellious game changers and I find that so cool.
Pisces: So nice to do nothing with. I mean like their so chill and they don’t pressure and annoy you. They are there when you need that one friend who will sleepover for days and talk to you about the future and watch Netflix and eat with. Out of all the friends, their the ones that stay no matter what is happening. Love them. Their really important to me.
